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Kung gusto niyo mamatay (maiyak, mainis, depende sa mood niyo) sa kakatawa...
better check this out
Don't forget to read the comments. ;p
Stolen from ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) promdi
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[07 Jul 2006|12:16pm] |
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Dr. James Wilson
50% Eccentricity, 35% Confidence, 70% Kindness |
| Congratulations, you're Dr. James Wilson! You've got the tough role of being the conscience and best friend to Dr. Greg House, which proves that you must be secretly (or openly) insane. You're always a good person for providing advice, witty remarks, free lunches, lectures, and (wanted or unwanted) psychoanalysis. You are about as confident as the average person, but you have some big issues with yourself, and may have problems living up to the ideals you have in your head. You do really care about other people, though, even if you sometimes express that caring by trying to get into their pants. |
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My test tracked 3 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender:
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You scored higher than 99% on Eccentricity |
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You scored higher than 99% on Confidence |
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You scored higher than 99% on Kindness |
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I wonder who will be Dr. Greg House in my group of friends? points to.. *ehem* never mind. lol
Kinda accurate though. I think.
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| People like you are pissing me off! |
[07 Jul 2006|11:56am] |
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I personally want to curse anyone who thinks they are in deep shit than everyone else. Those self-centered bitches who are so angsty and abysmally mundane who think that their how-the-world-fucked-me-up woes are the only subject worth talking about in this universe. Who are you to think that you are so exposed to the realities of life and the whole weight of the world is in your shoulders? Heck, do you read? Do you watch news? Do you even talk to your peers and try hearing out THEIR problems? You are so concerned over your worthless existence and your little messed-up world that you don't realize there are so many people out there who are dying just to have your life. Try looking around jackass. And if you still think you are taking all the blows of the shams and drudgeries of this world, then kill yourself. The world will be better off without you anyway.
So yeah, if ever you're one of these losers and you're reading this post, STOP BEING SO PATHETIC AND GET A LIFE!
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| Wave 11..goodbye but not quite. |
[07 Jul 2006|09:50am] |
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Today will be the last day of our product training. The company feels like we are all set and ready to go so starting Monday we will be on the floor taking calls. I feel...heck, I don't know what I feel. It's a myriad of things. HAPPY. Because going on the floor means I passed the training. I've learned a lot in these past 5 weeks. I met new friends. I gained new experiences. SCARED. I'm not a technical person and even if I acquired new skills I still feel inadequate to handle troubleshooting problems. And if my confidence is lacking, I usually end up in deep shit. EXCITED. I want to prove to myself that I will do well on the floor. New working environment, new doors, new opportunities, new experiences, new challenges. SAD. The trouble with hello is goodbye. I hate saying goodbyes. I will miss Wave 11. I will miss Reese. I wil miss everyone. Thank God cellphone and internet were invented.
So yeah, it's goodbye but not quite.
Gryfferin!
You scored 44% Slytherin, 8% Ravenclaw, 72% Gryffindor, and 24% Hufflepuff! |
You might belong in Gryffindor,
Where dwell the brave at heart,
Their daring, nerve, and chivalry
Set Gryffindors apart . . .
Or perhaps in Slytherin
You'll make your real friends,
These cunning folk use any means
To achieve their ends.
In this instance, it would be prudent for you to make your own decision between the two! After all, as wise Albus Dumbledore says, "It is our choices . . . that show what we truly are, far more than our abilities." |
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My test tracked 4 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender:
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Kinda expecting it.
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[12 Jun 2006|07:09pm] |
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Once you've been tagged, you have to write a blog with 6 weird facts/things/habits about yourself, saying who tagged you. In the end you need to choose the 6 people to be tagged and list their names. No tag backs.
tagged by mordreg
1. When there is no mirror in front of me,I have to walk everytime I brush my teeth.
2. I sleep like a frog. With my arms bent in a very weird(some say it's scary) way. It's hard to describe in text. next time I'll try to post a pic. haha. Anyways,my friends can attest to that.
3. I don't drink coffee. That is weird, especially I am now working in a callcenter business and Starbucks is the "in" thing.
4. I'm assigned in a technical support team right now despite the fact that I applied for customer support and I absolutely don't have any idea about techie computer stuff. that is SO weird. Oh well, I know how to use the net. I hope that will do.
5. I actually have a low appetite for food now. Before, eat-all-you-can is a piece of cake. Well, you were all witnesses to that so you probably know what I mean.
6. I joined a singing contest when I was in fourth grade. I didn't make it.
I am tagging anyone who wants to waste his f*cking time and who hasn't been tagged yet (Well, I'm kinda outdated in my LJ)
We're kinda not allowed to surf anymore because our cool trainer was reprimanded by his supervisor for being lenient with us. Some stupid co-trainee who doesn't know any better told one of his/her friends from the other training section, and the news just spread like Kris Aquino's gossip.
I'm in some hot internet cafe waiting for my boyfriend to pick me up because I was banned (again!) from his apartment. I'm actually getting tired of this.
Random things I am wishing for right now:
- my paycheck
- geog 171 slot
- form 5 (punit na)
- my own apartment
- pritong galunggong
- self-discipline
- pimple-free face
- a few pounds added to my weight
*after a while*
Where the hell is Von?!
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[08 Jun 2006|12:28pm] |
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I kinda like my training here in Teleperformance. Our trainer is very COOL. Not only does he give us long period of breaks (which are PAID by the way), he also let us surf the net! he just sort of told us not to brag it in the other class because technically, it is not allowed. And we're like, BRAG WHAT?? *snickers*
Did I mention he is super HOT? and he is NOT gay. Think of Tim Yap as a straight guy, only much, MUCH better. An ultimate visual distraction. i'm seated right in front of him. He regularly goes to the gym, he is a paralifter (he already won a national competition), he used to be a writer, he has a sense of humor, he thinks he's not the type of guy who will want to get married (that is before he met me of course)...and again, he's not gay. Trust me, I'll know.
Today, he gave us almost 2 hours for lunchbreak. So now I'm being paid to type nonsense thoughts here, play biliards with my co-trainees, surf the net and listen to music. BLISS. Unfortunately, there is no Yahoo Messenger, YahooMusic and friendster here. Oh well, we can't have it all.
I was supposed to enroll yesterday. Only to get a "ate, MRR ka na po" line thrown at my face. I was like WHAT?! Am I that old? time fly so fast we can barely notice it. So now I have to write a letter of extension, blah,blah..all those stuff. I already encountered a hell LOT of problems here in UP, (from DQ, shifting, INC, dismissed, and now the latest on the list, MRR) and I'm proud to say I beat 'em all! ^^
My scholarship will not be out until mid-sem and they say I will just receive a reimbursement. Problem is, I don't have money to pay for my tuition fees. My first payroll here in TP will be in the 20th,if our batch will be able to make it before the cut-off date. So guys, anybody willing to help? I only need around two grand, maximum of three.^^
I just finish taking the assessment. While waiting for the others to finish, we are allowed to surf the net (that is how COOL our trainer is). We're given like an hour to finish it and it just took me 15 minutes at most. Basically it's just plain grammar and a little logical reasoning. Piece of cake. I only got stuck on one question though, it's so easy I probably should be ashamed I wasn't able to answer it, but my mind just refuse to cooperate right now. What is the correct tag line of "I am full,______________?" I was thinking like "..am I not?" but it just doesn't sound good. "I am full, am I not?" haha that is really dumb! 0_o
I am working full-time(that is 9 hrs a day) right now, and I will enroll 15 units this semester (all majors), I am the EVP of our org (with a major activity coming up this August where I AM the project head), I go home to Cainta everyday (until at least I can afford to pay for an apartment), plus I have a lovelife (can't take it off the list). Wow, I'm a masochist. As the Nike saying goes, IMPOSSIBLE IS NOTHING.
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[16 Apr 2006|06:36pm] |
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Now I know why I REALLY love fried chicken. ^^
| Your Inner Blood Type is Type B | 
You follow your own rules in life, even if you change the rules every day.
Sure, you tend to be off the wall and unpredictable, but that's what makes you lovable.
And even though you're a wild child, you have the tools to be a great success.
You are able to concentrate intently - and make the impossible possible.
You are most compatible with: B and AB
Famous Type B's: Leonardo Di Caprio and |
additional info ( thanks to Lethologica^^) it's been so long since I last updated my LJ that I don't even know how to do that tag username thing (what is it called again?) *extreme bobo look*
Type B
People with Type B Blood are curious about and interested in everything. That's may be good, but they also tend to have too many interests and hobbies, and they tend to get all excited about something suddenly and then later drop it again just as quickly. But they do manage to know which of their many interests or loved ones are the ones that are really important, the ones they should hold on to. B Types tend to excel in things rather than just be average. But they tend to be so involved in their own world or become so carried away with something that they neglect other things. They have the image of being bright and cheerful, full of energy and enthusiasm, but some people think that they are really quite different on the inside. And it can also be said about them that they don't really want to have much real contact with others.
So far so good...
Can't you??
Acknowledgement to Marianne Elize Suba for all these.^^
The last Holy Week was one of the happiest I ever had. I didn't go swimming or camping or anything like that, I just stayed mostly inside the boarding house. (someone else's boarding house to be more exact *grins*)
I wish I can get a tan though before this summer ends. Speaking of which, hey guys, Jasmine (our orgmate in SA, remember? lol) is inviting us in her hometown which turned out to be in taaadaaaa.... PANGASINAN. We can go to hundred islands again! Who's in? ^^
I'm going to stay with my tito in Cainta for the whole summer because (1)it is more accessible and convenient on my way to work (2)I am so broke I can't efford to rent a house. Sad me. Hopefully when I start working I will be able to find a place at the start of the first semester.
Thanks to everyone who greeted me on my birthday. Love yah all! ^^
If ignorance is bliss, why do we seek knowledge? (now where did I get that one again? *scratches head*)
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[12 Apr 2006|12:30pm] |
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TIS MY BIRTHDAY TODAY.
Iniwan na naman ako ng panahon...
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[06 Apr 2006|11:40am] |
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Random things I have to do TODAY:
Pack my things.
Get my laundry.
Meet Sir Ino for a (God-knows-what) make-up work in CWTS (ok I can forgive that WTF look^^).
Meet my aunt.
Look for the nearest Daily Overland Shipping Service (because my best friend knows I can’t say no to her. All the things we do for love…).
Random things I have to do this summer:
- FIND A JOB.
- Take a summer class.
- Find a place to stay (preferably a dorm inside campus).
- Apply for a scholarship.
- Tone my arms and legs.
- Do something with my pimples.
- (Find time and money) to go to the beach.
- Did I already mention find a job?
I’m putting my boyfriend into much trouble lately. I’m sort of not allowed to sleep over in his place, and his landlady keep on seeing me walk out of his apartment early in the morning these past few days. Tsk. Tsk. I am a bad girl. In ordinary days I would have welcome a house arrest, meaning stay in their house when the landlady is downstairs and wait for a savior (which in this case has always been my ever dear friend Winnie^^) to save me. It happened a number of times. And at those times I usually don’t mind. But these past few days are not so ordinary, with all the things I have to do, I can’t afford to just sit and bum around. The solution is simple, stop seeing mi amor so I wouldn’t be tempted to stay over. But some things are just easier said than done. This brings me to another random thing I have to do this summer:
- Get myself used to not seeing Von for the longest span of time (that I can manage^^)
“Ever has it been that love knows not its own depth until the hour of separation” – Kahlil Gibran
And before I sign out, Lendy I hope you’re reading this^^
“I want to run away from you, but if you will not come and find me, I will die”.
How’s that for sap?
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[26 Jan 2006|11:11pm] |
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Dec 1 2005 pa last post ko. I've been wanting to write sooooo many things but well, I am not so fortunate to have all the time in the world. I miss the blogging days. Wala na ako masyadong outlet. Buti na lang may lovelife ako. hahaha! (kelangan ba talaga sabihin yun?!)
Inaatake ako ng katamaran this sem. Kung kelan naman 9 ang subjects ko! I guess hindi na ako CS. Oh well, I just wish mapasa ko lang lahat ng subjects ko. Yun lang. I don't like my Espanol class. Ultimate epitomy of boredom. One of my majors isn't promising either. Swerte na kung nakakuha ako ng 50% on my first exam. Well at least hindi ako nag-iisa. I think.
Ngarag beauty ko sa SciQuiz. BAkit ba kasi hindi ko maiwan iwan ang org na yan?!
Tumatanda na ako. Andito pa rin ako.
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'sup guys? so much to tell yet do little tome to do so. Wala na akong time magblog! I don't even have a social life. Lovelife na lang. hehe. I got 9 subjects this sem. so good luck talaga sa akin.
Advance Merry Christmas pala. Yung wish list ko ipopost ko next time. hehe.
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[18 Oct 2005|02:50pm] |
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TODAY MY SEMESTER IS OFFICIALLY OVER!!!
PLUS I got quite good grades this sem.
YAHOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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[06 Oct 2005|10:50pm] |
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Hi peeps! Paramdam lang. baka namimiss niyo na ako eh. hehe. Mukhang hindi lang ako ang busy sa "finals week fever". Wala na nga akong makausap ng matino eh! Parang lahat ng tao bangag. hehe. In fairness hindi ako nagrarant ngayon kahit 2 exams ko tomorrow and I still have to pass a portfolio and a research paper na due rin bukas. Masaya ako eh. baket? Sikreto. Labo.
Nga pala, salamat sa lahat ng taong tumutulong sa akin. Kay Von na gumawa ng flash presentation ko (kahit hanggang ngayon nakokonsensya pa rin ako dahil sobrang stressed out ka na that time pero "hinostage" pa rin kita! hehe). Kay JP na official printing service ko, kay Mao para sa creative ideas para sa portfolio namin. Syempre inisa-isa ko raw, as if naman mababasa nila. hehe. Malay natin. Sa inyong lahat, mahal ko na kayo! Di bale, bawi ako next time.
Got to go. 10 minutes is up!
Sana October 14 na para makapag-street fighter na ako. Miss ko na mga boardmates ni Winnie! ^_______^
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[29 Sep 2005|01:26am] |
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So if you'd still go, i'll understand
Would you give me something just to hold on to?
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I hate my exam yesterday. Nagpakapuyat pa kami ni Winnie at ni Alex (magpanggap) na mag-aral sa Jollibee at wala rin pala akong masasagutan. Natulog na lang sana ako. At least maganda man lang sana ako nung nag-exam. Last day ko pa naman ng makikita si "classmate". Tapos na sem and I still don't even know his name. Pestengyawa. Walang koneksyon pero kebs.
Nanganganib akong masingko sa isang subject ko. Favorite subject ko pa naman siya. Uno standing ko pero madadale ata ako ng absences. Sinama kasi niya yung first two meetings na hindi pa ako enrolled sa kanya. Last-minute prerog kase yun.
Natutuwa ako at may matino naman akong naresearch ngayong araw na ito. At least hindi nasayang sa senseless blogging at friendster lang ang pera ko. Kahit may exam ako bukas at hindi ko pa nababasa kahit isang page man lang ng review materials ko. Oh well, what's new? Sabagay, I just need at least 40% para maka-tres ako. Hindi ko pa pala nagagawa yung research paper ko dun at sa Monday na ang defense. And I have to start from zero.
I am really beginning to hate one of groupmates in one of my papers. Worse, I can't get rid of with him. Well, at least NOT YET.
Hoy kung ayaw mo akong makatrabaho well same here dude! AYOKO SA'YO!!! And stop acting like an all-knowing pain-in-the-ass jerk dahil bata ka pa sa kalakaran ng mundo. OO mas matalino ako sa'yo, may reklamo?! Wag kang magmarunong. Period.
Wala lang. Nababaliw na ako.
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Nangangamatay na ang mga rosas sa tabi,
hindi ka pa rin bumibili.
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The next three weeks to come will be pure hell.
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[19 Sep 2005|10:04pm] |
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY MAMA!
(not that she can read this anyway)
It's really a sad day for a birthday. My mom is there in Bicol all alone. She doesn't have anyone to celebrate her birthday with. I can't even buy her a cake or a birthday present. And yesterday I didn't even have the money to buy her a card! She texted me earlier this morning just to give me an impression that everything is alright there. But if there is one thing I inherited from my mom, it's that she's very good in acting. I know what our family's going through. I rarely think about it, coz there's no use dwelling on things you don't have the power to change. I think now is just one of those rare moments. I almost cried out of sheer helplessness. Lately my tear ducts seems to be working overtime. I hate being vulnerable.
I miss you guys. Don't have the time (and the money) to go online these days. And lately mas feel ko magrant privately.
I made a very sappy poem a while ago at the tambayan while I was waiting for Winnie. I was supposed to post it here but I forgot my copy. I just wrote it directly (from the heart ^___^) to the logbook. Sa lahat ng mga makakabasa if ever, I know it's sappy, but who the hell asked for your opinion anyway?! hehe. Peace out!
And speaking of Winnie, I'm really grateful for you girl. You know why. Thanks a lot really. I know wala ka naman ginawa but just the mere fact that you were there physically made a lot of difference. Ganun lang kasi talaga kapag nagpi-pile up na ang frustrations mo. You can't help but let it out sometimes.
*back to the cave where I belong*
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[23 Aug 2005|11:45pm] |
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I was running up the stairs of the Faculty Center earlier because I was rushing to get to my teacher's office for last minute consultation. In my haste I nearly bumped headfirst to this cute guy and when I looked up, lo and behold! It was my Humanities professor! I really had this big crush on him when I was taking his subject some semesters ago. He was so cool and his methods in teaching really rocks! It's because of him I learned a LOT about arts. I mumbled my apology, he looked straight into my eyes and said, "naging estudyante kita diba? (You were my student before,right?)". He remembered! I was so giddy I can't concentrate. Hahaha.
And if that is not enough...
The teacher I was supposed to talked to left earlier than normal so I just left him a note. And then when I was about to leave the building it started raining hard. I didn't have any umbrella with me. Normally, I would be pissed off by then. But behold, another miracle! I saw my History professor! I took his subject five years ago. And he called me by my first name! He even stopped to chat with me! Like stopped for how many MINUTES. He even remember my course! He remembers everything about me! He asked me what's going on with my life,what happened to me after all these years. I was so ecstatic I don't know what to say and I blurted out, "Sir tumataba ka!(Sir you're getting fatter!)". Damn! That was SO embarassing! I rarely blush but I think I did earlier. And then to top it all he asked me, "Gusto mo sumabay sa akin?(You want to go with me?)". Coz he has an umbrella and I don't. But unfortunately I have to decline the offer because I was going the opposite way. But still, I can't stop from smiling.
ANG HABA NA NAMAN NG HAIR KO! ^_____________^
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I miss my shirt.
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[21 Aug 2005|11:10am] |
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WALANGYA KA SHIELA ANG TAGAL MO NASA NETOPIA AKO! HINDI MO BA ALAM KUNG GAANO KAMAHAL INTERNET DITO?!
*looks at the clock and type like there's no tomorrow*
By the way, lately there are many people who are adding me in friendster. I don't know them! Not that I care anyway. I mean, the more the merrier,right? (Hey! I know what you're thinking! There's THAT too...) They are reading my blogs and they find it "enjoyable to read". Which left me wondering, "are you sure we're talking about the same blogs here?" haha.
After 20 minutes..
SHIELA WHERE THE HELL ARE YOU??????????
I am really a very impatient girl. I HATE waiting. Especially with an empty stomach (now I remember I haven't eaten breakfast because I am supposed to be ON TIME). It's enough to start World War 3!
SHIELA! I AM GOING TO KILL YOU!!! (After you treat me to lunch of course)
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| a lesson in a shirt. |
[19 Aug 2005|12:35am] |
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Hindi ako nakasama sa field trip namin ngayon. Sad. Malamang nagpapakasaya na ang aking mga classmates sa bus ngayon papuntang Batad. Pero di bale, may 2nd batch pa naman. Baka dun na lang ako sumama (sana!).
Holiday bukas pero pucha may klase kami! Ang lufit! Feeling ko kami lang tao sa UP bukas! Haha. Ayoko naman umabsent dun kasi exam na namin dun next week. LAngya feeling ko hindi na matapos tapos exams ko ah!
Bakit tinotopak ang internet ngayon? MAy gusto akong iaccess na site ayaw mag-open! Oh well, maybe the things written there are not meant for me to see.
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I was browsing through the pages of my journal and saw an old entry there. The title is "10 Things That Could Happen That Would Kill Me". Of the ten, ONE already happened. Obviously, it didn't kill me. But because of it I re-assessed my feelings. And I realized I feel a twinge of regret. Not for what happened, but for WHAT COULD HAVE BEEN.
May shirt na binigay dati ang ate ko para sa akin. Pero pabaya ako sa gamit noon. Nakita niya kung gaano ko na lang i-take for granted yung shirt niya. As a result, binawi niya. At dun ko lang narealize how much I wanted that shirt. I tried to reason out with my ate, 'coz I really wanted it back. Pero ayaw na niya. Pinabayaan ko kasi. What's more, she gave it to my cousin. It looks good on her. It should have been mine. This thought me the lesson na maging maingat sa mga gamit, lalo na kapag bigay sa akin.
Nakakahinayang lang talaga mawala ang mga bagay na alam mong dapat sana ay para sa'yo, kung iningatan mo lamang sana ito.
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